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1.
Bare Minimum 04:11
I’ve got these scars all over me Where your hands used to be Been overdosing melatonin just to sleep I’m uninsured I can’t afford the therapy I should’ve known when you hit me up That you were bored and you got desperate enough You seemed to know I’d fall for you, I would run Chasing after if you offered The bare minimum I would have given you everything You already had every part of me Ooh, I would have given up anything But you wouldn’t lift a finger for me I’ve been biding my time in New Jersey Still figuring out how to move on Avoiding everything that reminds me of you Every movie, every memory, Every song was our song I would have given you everything You already had every part of me Ooh, I would have given up anything But you wouldn’t lift a finger for me What the fuck did I even see In you, you, yeah you, you I would have given you everything You already had every part of me I would have given you everything You already had every part of me Ooh, I would have given up anything But you wouldn’t lift a finger for me What the fuck did I even see Yeah you wouldn’t lift a finger for me
2.
I didn’t know that I was gay Til the start of eleventh Grade I fell in love with my best friend Turns out she didn’t feel the same We used to skateboard after school We played guitar, thought we were cool She pierced her lip and dyed her hair Wanted to kiss her but i was scared Be queer, be gay Fuck what anybody has to say Be trans, non-binary, Do whatever’s gonna make you happy I didn’t wanna feel this way It's not a choice its DNA Hopeless romantic with a hopeless case Feeling nostalgic for my younger days Now that we’re older and you’ve got a couple kids I’m all alone but I’ve Got a lot of love to give Be queer, be gay Fuck what anybody has to say Be trans, non-binary, do whatever’s gonna make you happy I'm so tired of hiding away, I’ve known who I loved since eleventh grade I’m so tired of feeling ashamed, This is who I am, this is who I am I'm so tired of hiding away, I've known who I loved since eleventh grade I don’t wanna feel ashamed I was born this way Be queer, be gay Fuck what anybody has to say Be trans, non-binary, Do whatever’s gonna make you happy Be queer, be gay Fuck what anybody has to say Be trans, non-binary, Do whatever’s gonna make you happy Your truth is gonna set you free Do whatever's gonna make you happy Your truth is gonna set you free Do whatever's gonna make you happy
3.
Gaslighter 02:52
Like an enemy you were Keeping me close You were slipping out When i needed you most You left, left me shaking my head Sleeping all alone in this queen size bed You called me immature Said I should trust you more So I did, so I did You said I was acting crazy again Everything I felt was all in my head Told me I should seek some clinical help Gaslighter Gaslighter Gaslighter Gaslighter I guess it is just what it is I fell in love with a narcissist Had me feeling inferior Competing with a mirror Told me stop freaking out Your tears are bringing me down So I did, so I did You said I was acting crazy again Everything I felt was all in my head Told me I should seek some clinical help Gaslighter Gaslighter Gaslighter Gaslighter You said I was acting crazy again, gaslighter You said I was acting crazy again, gaslighter You said I was acting crazy again, gaslighter You said I was acting crazy again, gaslighter
4.
Apathy 04:53
Lonesome summer and a wasted spring Ghosted lover sent me spiraling Caged canary can you still sing The signal fire had me questioning Burning rubber and recurring dreams Fleeting sadness, we all get lonely Sirens blaring I'm losing sleep Aching muscles from grinding teeth In the morning listen Hear the birds singing Smell the coffee brewing Feel the hurt lessening Somewhere between love and apathy Shipwrecked stranded, reason unknown Dark-haired darlin’ where did you go Your footprints faded, I wouldn't let go And when hope got heavy, oh I sunk like a stone In the morning listen Hear the birds singing Smell the coffee brewing Feel the hurt lessening Somewhere between love and apathy Somewhere between love and apathy Somewhere in between, love and apathy Somewhere in between, love and apathy, Love and apathy
5.
I’m tired of working for next to nothing Just to pay the rent Washing a mountain of dirty dishes Til i'm feeling spent When I got off of work I’m headed straight To the basement show To pass around a bottle of whiskey With people I know When we were younger, wasn’t it better? ‘Cause It feels like it Now that I’m older I’m stuck rearranging All the dreams in my head I still love rock n roll, spilling my soul With a guitar in my hand When we were younger, what did we do Before the internet I wish I could go back to just being a kid I’m trying to find where I lost my innocence I wish I could go back to just being a kid I’m trying to find where I lost my innocence When we were younger, wasn’t it better? ‘Cause It feels like it When we were younger, what did we do Before the internet When we were younger, wasn’t it better? ‘Cause It feels like it When we were younger, what did we do Before the internet
6.
Hey, why don't you stay here with me Say it, you can say anything 'Cause I'm listening Afraid to fall too fast and crash again Well say it, you can say anything 'Cause I'm listening For your voice in the quiet For your voice in the crowd For your voice through the static For your voice, it's everywhere now It's everywhere now Call me if you ever need me And I'll be dropping everything to hear you out Take words for what they are, How they make you feel 'Cause I'll be dropping everything Just listening For your voice in the quiet For your voice in the crowd For your voice through the static For your voice, it's everywhere now For your voice, It's everywhere now It's everywhere now For your voice in the quiet For your voice in the crowd For your voice through the static For your voice, it's everywhere now For your voice, It's everywhere now For your voice, It's everywhere now, now Hey, why don't you stay here with me Say it, you can say anything 'Cause I'm listening
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8.
I’m letting my love run over Spillin’ out of my mouth Made a mess Somehow it feels like I know ya I don't know why We’ve only met I’m in your bed Caught up in your hair and I’m dizzy Something like a dream Blue and pink Like your favorite wine It hits me Ready to confess everything You make me sing Careful reaction A fragile attraction I might be over my head Feelings are fleeting I’m used to the bleeding This time it won’t slip through again
9.
I’m gonna love you for a long time Won’t quit until you're mine Been thinking about it for days at a time I wanna hold you and kiss down your spine I’m gonna love you for a long time It’s every thought that enters my mind You’ve got me begging for your soft touch The thought alone, well it's making me blush I’m gonna love you for a long time Yep, a long time It’s been a long time coming I’ve spent a long time Running, running, running from It’s been a long time coming But I think I’m finally done Running from, running from, running from love Sometimes I wonder if you miss me You drive me crazy with the way you tease Biting your lip in the pics That you keep sending to me It's got me starting to wish That we could kiss through a screen I know that loves not peaches and cream It’s a rocky road if you know what I mean I hear people sayin' love’s a lost cause But your love's not lost on me I’m gonna love you for a long time Yep, a long time It’s been a long time coming I’ve spent a long time Running, running, running from It’s been a long time coming But I think I’m finally done Running from, running from, running from But I think I’m finally done Running from, running from, running from But I think I’m finally done Running from, running from, running from But I think I’m finally done Running from, running from, running from But I think I’m finally done Running from, running from, running from love
10.
You were the calm of the storm I was living in When you left I lost everything I held on tight, I stood my ground But you were out of sight with The new love you found I don’t wanna see the way you look at her I don’t wanna see the way you look at her In my head we were married In my head we were married In my head we were meant to be In my head we were married Well I’ve been jealous of your girl How can I compete with her What am I saying, I just hate I was wrong And that all that’s left is moving on I don’t wanna see the way you look at her I don’t wanna see the way you look at her In my head we were married In my head we were married In my head we were meant to be In my head we were married In my head we’d get married See the world, start a family We’d have two dogs They’d roll around on the lawn And we’d never feel alone again Well that was just the dream inside my head
11.
12.
TMWY 04:11
I've been so stressed out Just can't unwind Biting my nails down Can't sleep at night I've seen the wind blowin' off the mountains I fear the changes coming All of my plans are dangling, tangled up, Woven into all the choices I've made These restless days Take me with you, wherever you go Follow the trail of yellow post-it notes Through the deep woods, past the river beds Breathing in and out and in again I spent a decade thinking the same way Quiet and shy, I was standing in my own way I've seen the flame of a candle burning I've seen a new beginning The curve of your spine up against mine Shadowboxing, gloves untied This new me rushing right in, rushing right in Take me with you, wherever you go Follow the trail of yellow post-it notes Through the deep woods, past the river beds Breathing in and out and in again When you pack your bags, take me with you If you're not coming back, take me with you Setting like the sun, take me with you If all is said and done, take me with you
13.
If Not Now 02:21
14.
When 03:31
Mapping out the places to go Cuz if it’s not now, if it’s not now, when Open up your mind and your schedule If it’s not now, if it’s not now, when Looking over bank statements lately If it’s not now, if it’s not now, when Our friends are having kids, getting married If it’s not now, if it’s not now, when When everybody’s giving up When everybody’s giving in When will we finally have enough If not now, when Renting out a van for the weekend If it’s not now, if it’s not now, when crashing on the floor barely sleeping If it’s not now, if it’s not now, when Walking through the door like we’re famous If it’s not now, if it’s not now, when It's what we’re living for, who can blame us If it’s not now, if it’s not now, when When everybody’s giving up When everybody’s giving in When will we finally have enough If not now, when When everybody’s giving up When everybody’s giving in When will we finally have enough If not now, when If not now, when

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released August 26, 2022

Recorded at Retro City Studios (Philadelphia, PA.)
Vocals, Acoustic Guitar Recorded by Blue (Jeanette Lynne)
Drums Engineered by Storm Paul, Co-Engineered by Elijah Glovas-Kurtz
Additional Guitars Recorded by Gwen McFadden
Recorded and Mixed by Storm Paul

Mastered by Elaine Rasnake at Daughterboard Audio.

Vocals, Electric Guitar, Acoustic Guitar: Blue
Electric Guitar, Vocals, Synth: Gwen McFadden
Drums, Vocals, Synth, Percussion: Charles D'Ardenne
Bass Guitar, Vocals: Storm Paul
Vibraphone: Sean Gill
Guest Vocals: Rae Peckman

Tracks 1,2,3,4,5,6,9,10,12 written by Blue
Tracks 7,8 written by Gwen McFadden
Track 12 written by Charles D’Ardenne
Track 13, 14 written by Gwen McFadden, Blue

Cover Artwork - Corinne McFadden, Nick Lalik, Holly Jean Studios.
www.hollyjeanstudios.com
CD Layout - Blue

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